ok ya'll. What am i suppose to do?? Obviously everyone feels some way about me and i obviously have upset people. but heres the thing. Ive been asking for a year now for ANYONE to tell me or have a talk with me so that i can fix or we can have RESOLVE.but now its being that im punished or even stalked.... for defending myself? for being honest? for not allowing trolls to go ignored? ive now been banned from the only thing/place i had left that gave me ANY sort of joy and towards other models ive ALWAYS been kind and try to help boost and encourage. ive influenced several people on there modeling career and it feels like everyone is just amused by my misfortune. and i cant recieve one single piece of help? what is that about?! and why are we encouraging this sort of behavior?! now im so lost i have no idea what to do and i still only am going to recieve insults for posting this but im just at a loss. idk...